Relationship Stuff

Well today is just an average day for me. Today I woke up an finished reading this book call the Ex Files by Victoria Christopher. It was a very interesting book about four women and their life trails and their faith. It's a Christian fiction novel and for it to be my first book by the author I think that it was awesome. After reading my uncle and went out grabbed a bite to eat, got the detailed, stopped by a couple of stores and came home. Yesterday, I hung out with some of my guy friends Chris and Julian and that was cool because I am always happy to see those guys. Life is just going pretty good!!! Drama the free the way I like it. Today the thought of relationships popped into my mind. Now I am a young person with an old sold I believe. I also know that I'm not an expert on relationships or the most committed but what is wrong with people (young people especially) and jumping from one relationship to another or sex partner and all the damn games i mean i'm tired of it. If you like just say you do, don't prance on my feelings and give me the bullish you know! First of all do we consider all that goes in to being in a relationship with another person. You have to think about that person in all the decisions you make, that's if you really care. Your have to constantly worry about is this going to hurt his/her feelings and it's just alot of work that we don't think about before we just jump into a relationship and I know that I am guilty of it also. Foreal foreal I know that I say I want to be in a relationship but am I really. I mean i have to always think about dude and I have to call him and talk to him and spend time with him. That is a lot of investment when on one hand I am in college right now, working for the school newspaper, probably will pick up a part-time job, and any dude that I consider right now or have on my mind doesn't even go to school with me so that means "Distant Lovers". Am I really ready to deal with all of that??? I don't know but then there is the other side of things that you have to learn with time and go through trail and error. No one I know has got love down to a science maybe that is a good way of thinking about it. Just try it, and then whatever happens just happens!! To be honest I wouldn't even say that I was looking for love or a relationship. I don't wake up everyday wanting to be in love or in a relationship. I just really live life normally not even thinking of it most of the time. Today was just one of those random days I thought "Hey, maybe it would be cool to have a significant other right now." I probably thought that because you see all the dang love stories on TV ( i did watch the Oprah with Angela Basset and Courtney Vance lol) and read all these crazy books and for moment you get all mushy and out of your element and your like "that might be nice." (LOL) I don't just some random thoughts on relationships!!! If you even make to the bottom of this tell your thoughts and comments! Thanks ;-)