Thoughts of My Day

Well today when i finally decided to wake up all I could think about was life in general. I was thinking about being young and in college. All I could think about was how i should be taking full advantage of not having any responsibilities: kids, bills, etc. At the beginning of the summer I saw so many of my old classmates and people I had met through out my life that were pregnant or already had children, some of them even married and I was like WHOA!!! Way to fast for me. I am too young and I need to see the world and experience life to the fullest. And as young as I am I wouldn't be able to do it with all the restrictions I listed above. So I just thank God this morning for not letting me get caught in the hype and showing Morgan the great things in life. I know of lot you probably went home this summer and a lot of your all friends were in positions you would have never imagined them in. Even people in the older crowds, I know that you are going back to class reunions or even just finding someone you went to high school or college with on myspace and you are just blown by where some of these people are in life. So if you don't mind share some of your stores with me in the comment box!!!!

Kindred Friend

This is a poem that I wrote about a year ago when i was transitioning from high school to college. At the time I really didn't understand that I was going to lose a lot of friends and many people would change including myself. Last night I read the poem for the first time since I had wrote and it was a trip so tell if you like it or whatever!!! Here it is:

Kindred Friend

Somebody to care for me, love me, come see about me
But its not just about m.e. its also about he or she
I’m just wondering will they ever come
Or is it a figment of my imagination
Or are my emotions having déjà vu
Will my kindred friend ever be true
Will he or she ever have life and if so with me
I’m sick of these false and unreal affinities
I’m morbid of the vogue friendship
I’m only in this for the convenience of your leisure
Not to love me because of me
But to satisfy your boredom for the day
It is not your fault in its entirety for I allowed it
But today it stops don’t be shocked about it
I presuppose my kindred friend will come along
I will no longer indulge your false fancy of acquaintanceship
For I have found the meaning of Kindred friendship
I desire it so I will not tolerate the misuse of my time
To befriend those who couldn’t appreciate my gifts of love, compassion, and time
My kindred friendship will come in time
For God is Love and Love comes in time

1:09 a.m. on 07/16/06