Crazy Ness

The world is going crazy people just not acting right. "Dog" thinks he's black and that he can say the 'n' word. Now I just don't believe that it was his first time saying that. It rolled of his lips so comfortably. He didn't get a real punishment for that. What would be a punishment suitable for his actions though? Who would be the judge? Then we have this terrible crisis and Oprah's school in South Africa. What in the hell is wrong with people I could break my neck everytime I turn my neck to hear this craziness on the news. People are dying everyday and not to say the end is near but we need some type of reform. We as a people and black as a race need to become more involved in our communities. Not just the local community but the international community. Our other black brothers and sisters need us...Sudan, Dafur, the Congo, Brazil, etc. If you would just take a moment of your time and google any of these places you would know that we need to come together. What are some of things that we can do? I know that i'm taking a stretch talking about the people abroad but we need it there as well as at home!!!!

Thoughts @ 12:15am on Sunday Morning

You know how you know that you know that your supposed to do something and you don't do it anyway or you just hella procrastinate. Well i'm more on both right about now. I'm supposed to go to church later on this morning but I'm probably not. And the fact that have two papers due next week and I haven't started on either. Also that I have been holding back a lot of feelings from a lot of people and i just want to scream out about what's inside of me. Now what's stopping me from going to church tomorrow or starting on my papers or telling these people how I feel. Nothing or anyone but myself. I have been feeling like I should keep a lot to myself these days because I just don't want to bother anybody and then I realized that I could just talk to God. He's never sick of hearing what I have to say or anything and he's always there. But I never could grasp that and still kind of don't but I'm trying. I'm just feeling like I can't be the only one that wants somebody there in the physical that you could just pour out to and not feel stupid, regretful, or anything like that after you spilled your guts. And the crazy thing is I think I have one or two persons like that but in the back of my mind i'm like why did I just say that. Why did I have to become so transparent now I'm feeling like a complete ass. I'm thinking life just has to get better now it really does. I'm just waiting on they nex train

TrApPeD

I feel very much trapped. I'm not sure what to do about it yet. I kind of feel like there is nothing that I can do about it, just unhappy right now. Ummm it's kind of hard to go in detail about why i'm feeling trapped because after all this is the internet. Any of my readers....if any...lol...every felt stuck or trapped in a place what did you do about it???