I Am Changing...

Ever listen to that song from the Dreamgirls Soundtack, "I am Changing." That is exactly how I feel right now. That I am changing as well as getting old and recognizes new things. Its an interesting process.

Self-love

Focusing on self love because I'm trying to love everyone and the ish is not reciprocal!

Thoughts @ 12:15am on Sunday Morning

You know how you know that you know that your supposed to do something and you don't do it anyway or you just hella procrastinate. Well i'm more on both right about now. I'm supposed to go to church later on this morning but I'm probably not. And the fact that have two papers due next week and I haven't started on either. Also that I have been holding back a lot of feelings from a lot of people and i just want to scream out about what's inside of me. Now what's stopping me from going to church tomorrow or starting on my papers or telling these people how I feel. Nothing or anyone but myself. I have been feeling like I should keep a lot to myself these days because I just don't want to bother anybody and then I realized that I could just talk to God. He's never sick of hearing what I have to say or anything and he's always there. But I never could grasp that and still kind of don't but I'm trying. I'm just feeling like I can't be the only one that wants somebody there in the physical that you could just pour out to and not feel stupid, regretful, or anything like that after you spilled your guts. And the crazy thing is I think I have one or two persons like that but in the back of my mind i'm like why did I just say that. Why did I have to become so transparent now I'm feeling like a complete ass. I'm thinking life just has to get better now it really does. I'm just waiting on they nex train

TrApPeD

I feel very much trapped. I'm not sure what to do about it yet. I kind of feel like there is nothing that I can do about it, just unhappy right now. Ummm it's kind of hard to go in detail about why i'm feeling trapped because after all this is the internet. Any of my readers....if any...lol...every felt stuck or trapped in a place what did you do about it???

People Everday

What's up my limited readers aka my closest friends. I know I haven't been on here in a while...due to the fact that I'm back at school..no excuses though. Wow....so much has happened since my last post but in the forefront of my mind is the people I seem to interact with everyday. I find that being around these people make me learn something about myself everyday. I have come to realize that I have no patience for people who gossip and I'm not fond of those who down others. I mean wowsers aren't some people allowed to make mistakes in life. I Love My School Good Ol' Howard Univerisity...but some of the people here can I say...EXTRA. My gosh don't change yourself to what you think other people want you to be. Be You because your best at that. You have been your entire life and it has gotten you this far. I practice being Morgan Diana because it comes natural. The natural characteristics of me are that i'm silly, i love to love, i'm giving, I have a genuine care for people that I can honestly say I got from my mother. I really don't dig when people try to take advantage of me but you will have those that try. And with those that do it's just another learning experience in your life. I think of my blog and the things I do with my life as a painting. The blog and my life are the canvas and all thing things that I do in my life are the intricate details that go onto my canvas and they add to it to make a beautiful composition. I am beginning to appreciate life alot more as I have gotten older. I find myself thinking about things in a new light. This is basically a little note to my friends to keep being themselves because in that you can help others. Any topics you think that I such touch on just let me know. Thanks...Smooches